I keep meaning to come and write about my life and then I realise just how long it has been since I did that and oh, it's all such an effort to remember it all ad record it and be funny and entertaining and so I go away again.
Now I am here it's all change, isn't it? A whole new layout and all kinds of new buttons and gadgets, I have no idea what any of it is for so I shall just type and post and hope it does what it's meant to do.
I love my house, Oh I do. It has taken a while, I think disbelief set in, I couldn't believe that this was ours and we could really and truly do whatever we like, choose how to have things and not have to worry about moving, ever. The great thing for me is that right after we moved in and signed the lease etc the rules changed for social housing, now you are given a 5 or 7 year lease. Ours is lifetime. I love that!
The reason for the 5 or 7 yr lease is that the need for larger houses is huge, the demand way out weighs the number of houses available so now they have a set time and after that time, if your family has changed ( as ours surely will have, I hope Sophie will be off living her life independently in 5 yrs time!) then you will be asked to move to a smaller home. I understand that and think it's a great idea, I just know that for me, if that has been the case it would have taken away a huge part of the security getting this house has given me.
We are very slowly getting the house and garden the way we want it. I say slowly and my goodness I'm not kidding, I have never taken so long to do so little! The great thing is, we can. There's no rush, we have all the ime in the world to make it beautiful and the plan is, to do it well, no slap it up and painting over the cracks in this house, oh no indeed!
I had no dea just how much I would love the garden, not a day has passed without my standing and looking at this garden, I have such plans for it, they need money of course which means that again, it will take time but who cares? Just looking and dreaming, planning and imagining just how it can ( and will) be is enough to cheer my soul.
I love it when the sun goes down and I can open the curtains and look out at the river, see the lights and the moon on the water and in my own garden see the solar lights all lit up, the feelings of happiness I get from that are indescribable. I wish I had a camera that would capture what it looks like, my cheap old thing either just gets the lights so I get a picture of random glowy blobs or the flash works and you can't see the lights! Hopeless!
I have become almost obsessed by the grass in the garden, it has patchy spots and I want a beautiful lush green lawn, I love mowing the lawn and looking at how lovely it looks. I can't say I enjoy all that weeding business but it has to be done, doesn't it? I really love that the lady who lived here before was here for 30 yrs and she knew what she was doing in the garden, it is planted so that as one flower dies, another starts to bloom in it's place. It's just wonderful and gives me more joy than I can begin to explain.
3 months to decorate the littlest room in the house....I've started the hall, stairs and landing, don't hold your breath for pictures of the finished results!
I just love being able to plan and imagine and choose, knowing that whatever we do will be for us, I still feel some of that wonder that it is ours. Lovely.
Ha, I've been trying to write this for an hour or more and still haven't said anything.
It's all boring anyay...apart from dearest Lola had her frist birthday and Josh just had his 4th. They are so beautiful, Lola is walking and starting to talk, Josh is a funny, clever and delightfully naughty little man!